ermm study??

emm nothing much to say here...i'm juz confusing on whether nk continue study n lg ke x..
klu ikutkan family, diorg suh aku smbung lagi..skg ni its up 2 me nk ke x je..
aku bkn pe,tkut x trbwk je, thesis yg x sbrape ni pun aku da pning2 nk wat plak2 nk wat thesis utk master..ermm cmne ek..antara nk fulfill wish abah ngn kemampuan diri sndir,...which 1 is important????.............